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Well today was another day of driving. Earlier I got to go on the highway for a bit. That was a bit scary since Sean was behind me screaming to hurry up and go faster. God dammit boy, lemme get used to this shit at 50 first >.>



Then we went to the grocery store. He let me drive the Mustang home. He was so scared the entire time. I liked it. It made a vroom vroom noise :D



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Sexy
00:23 Jul 30 2010

lol you seem like a fun person to hang out with! And I'm glad it made a vroom vroom noise for ya! I got pics of my stang in my port :)

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Abstract
04:04 Jul 30 2010

For the record. I don't like them. That is totally on him.



It was just a nice change from the other thing -_-

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The last few days I have been enjoying myself some pretty trashy desserts. I know deep down I shouldn't be eating like that since I am pretty overweight as it is. So tonight hopefully I will start eating a bit better. :o



Here is the deal though. I am 220 pounds and I am pretty unhappy with that fact. About 2 years ago I made the decision to try Depo-Provera birth control. Before that point, I was skating along at a weight of about 160 pounds. It would fluctuate between 150-160 for the most part. Nothing too bad. Considering I'm 5 ft 8 inches tall, I thought 150 was pretty healthy.



Since using that method of birth control, I ballooned up to about 200-220 over the past 2 years. I haven't used depo in over a year, and I seem to be maintaining the same weight range.



I have been sitting back and thinking about how much I weigh and how much I would like to lose. And how much would be physically safe for me to lose. I am aware that because of my body, it is not feasible for me to drop down below 150. I have a bra size that is 38F. I have always had bigger breasts and I know for a fact that losing weight won't drop me enough cup sizes to rectify -that- issue. But I do know, if I lose too much weight, I will be placing myself in a slight chance of causing major back issues.



So my goal weight is around 175 for now. I figure that is still healthy enough for my body to hold on. I know that part of my weight comes from the fact that I do have a lot of muscle mass still in my legs, so I am trying to not shoot too far.



My plan of action. How I am going to lose this...well that is a funny thing. Typically, I do eat healthy. I eat my fruits and veggies. I eat balanced meals and I don't eat all day long. Sometimes I actually forget to eat. I do, however, have one weakness. Mt Dew. Fuck me that stuff is tasty. So I will be cutting that back and trying to find something with caffeine so I don't have withdrawal symptoms. Those are full of suck. My only thought that I hope will work is just doing more activities and eating less starch and drinking less soda. I can't figure out what more to change in my eating. Maybe actually remembering to eat? xD



So...here it goes. Hopefully this will work and my other thoughts were wrong. :D

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